Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Call me Syd. That's my cyber name. Remember. SYD is her name. Call her Syd. Her cyber name.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
It is sad how the world works. Decisions are still based on colours. The people suffer. Including me.
Monday, August 22, 2005
Waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Friday, August 19, 2005
I am dying a slow death....My soul is drifting away...To a place unknown...And unseen to the human eye....My body rotting once again meaninglessly....Fading away from sight.....From view...from existence.....Happen? Possibly...Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Somewhere over the rainbow.Somewhere I'll be.
Monday, August 15, 2005
To think that all that I have done will go to waste.Because I won't get any credit.It's all bias....Ain't fair.It will get all the recognition and credits due to all my hard work.All my work.I did almost all of the work.Not even a thanks?Typical.Truthfully, I think the word kind and sincere maybe doesn't really exist in the dictionary anymore. What is the use if a person's kindness is insincere.Help that I offer have been sincere. I wonder if give and take ever exist.Well, looks like it doesn't exist to it.I can't do anything else.No use moaning and groaning about it.Nothing will change.Trouble is, wonder why it is so stubborn...Oh well, i guess that will remain a mystery.....Just my destiny to be like this..."Even though so"(quoted from a friend) God will help me...I know...Sunday, August 14, 2005
I'm thinking of staying quiet this coming week.Don't ask me much questions.Let me conserve my energy.As I really need it.You have no idea.
What is going on.
Even if you think you do.
You have no idea.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Sad i feel.
No words.
At all.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Breeze
History is the past. The past is history.I wish I could just forget because the pain will always be there.I wish it could be that simple.It pains my heart to see it all over again. The past is what we are now. Painful and sweet memories from the past will always be.Wish it could be that simple.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Self IdentitySoul
Wraith Lusty Mc Evil
Dead for how long...
50 years
Date where you expired...
12 July 2053
Tombstone No.
197326616
Engraves on
"Health" problems
Suffering from personality disorder
Split personality
Mentally challenged
Has been deferred from success all his life
Brain damage at the age of 32
Mumbler
Obsession with having extraordinarily white teeth
Loves being a FREAK
Where and why you might be heading
Hell
Killed 10 people
Sacrificed 10 monkeys
Dicapitated 10 heads of innocent children
Slaughtered 10 pigs
Assasinated 10 "famous people"
Murdered all family members
Heaven
Donated "blood"
Nothing else
Has been living a life of sin
May god have mercy on your soul
Last but not least
May you rest in pieces
Not much to say today.
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Sorry.
Temporarily brain dead.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
??
Never ever want to talk about it.
Ever again.
Ever.
Friday, August 05, 2005
Nothing
Exams are finally over....Now comes the worrying part...Interview is tomorrow...I am going to freak out very soon...Wonder what has come over me....Feel very sad this week...